Monday, July 31, 2006
stupid me. @ 11:51 AM
i know just one sentence to describe myself. "i may be a good friend, but definitely not a good girlfriend." been thinking it through. i have a super bad temper. just towards my boyfriend i suppose. i've been really mean to daryl. been giving him my nonsense. yet time and again, he never showed his temper to me. and even showed concern when i started to cry because i know i was at fault. that was why i asked him on the bus yesterday. "dear, i'm so mean to you but you are always so nice. are you simply stupid or are you that nice?" he said he is just being nice. okay. then i hope you will be nice to me forever ok? =)i lost my temper on saturday night because i was so tired. he didn't keep his small promise but i made a big fuss out of it. i sound like a bitch here. but i know i was at fault already. mum saw me crying but she sided daryl and not me. okay lor. but my boyfriend is always 'cool and calm'. then i am the hot-headed type. so i seem to be the one at fault all the time to my mum. grrr.
anyway, i had a good friday night. was shopping with christine, my cousin all day long after we paid respects to my beloved grandpa. it was his 2nd death anniversary last friday. sang with chris and sis then sis left the 2 of us shopping together. d' came to fetch us for supper but 3 of us were caught in a super bad jam. 1 hr jam. simi sai. we ended up at jalan kayu. and the funniest thing was we tabao the prata and teh home. you guys should have seen christine's lychee ice. it was biiggggggg. hahah. we poured into 3 cups for her. yup. sent chris home and i ended up in d's hse. dear woke up early on sat morning to drive me to work. and i became a total idiot on that night to be super horrible to him. ahhh. i feel remorseful enough now. have already apologised to him twice.those few days of work and sleepless nights and late nights drove me crazy(that includes losing my temper to him) but there's no more work for me now! my 3 months work agreement at fourskin has officially came to an end last night. =) boss asked me to work in dec. yeah. maybe i should. i rather earn and spend than spend without any income. 
okay anyway! this is jasmine! my best working colleague. i seriously think she doesn't look like her age at all. haha shhhhhh. i work more with her than with jamie. jas is quite crappy. just get her into the mood. she will give u plenty of nonsense. wahhaha. but yet she always laughs at me. say i blur and crap. this pic was taken with my phone right in the shop 'skinnie' where i was working at'. very nice right... haha.
ok. this is the weird thing. i posted the pic above. but there's no way i can post more pics..